Today, I received a wonderful gift - an unexpected day off
of work tomorrow, in celebration of our girl’s basketball team winning the
State Championship yesterday. This is
truly something new.
I blogged last week about the anticipation and expectation
created by the possibility of a snow day.
This day is like getting a snow day without all that baggage. We simply got an email that explained the
reason for the celebratory break, congratulated the team, and encouraged us to
enjoy the day off.
I initially had a difficult time wrapping my mind around the
reality of this day off. I was expecting
to put in eight plus hours of work tomorrow, and suddenly I found that those
same eight hours can be spent however I want.
When presented with a hypothetical day off, I have any
number of fantasies of how I will spend it.
I imagine that I might do any or all of the following in no particular
order: sleep in, make a delicious breakfast, sit in my pajamas for as long as I
want, read a book, take a yoga class, paint my nails, go shopping, visit a friend, take a nap,
do a happy dance, clean my bathroom, vacuum, get Starbucks, do another happy dance,
go for a run, go see a movie, clean my stove, tell everyone I know how excited I am to have a day off, lay on
my couch, watch bad television etc. etc. etc.
Now, I’m pretty good with time management, and I can see
clearly that I will never be able to do all of the above in a single day
off. Should I attempt to pack my day with even
three quarters of those things, it will fail to be a day off at all. 10 pm will roll around, and I’ll be
exhausted.
So the question becomes, then, just how should I spend my
day off? Am I under any obligation to do any particular thing? What if I sit in my pajamas, eat
anything and everything edible in my apartment, and watch the entire Lord of
the Rings Trilogy? (I don’t own it, but what the heck – I could go out and get
it for the occasion). What if I sleep
until noon, then go shop at the exorbitantly priced boutiques on Damen Ave. and
spend way more than I can afford on scarves, dresses, and Lululemon yoga
clothes? What if I wake up at eight,
load up on snacks and coffee, get in my car, then drive north until I hit
snow? I could get out, make snow angels,
scream at the top of my lungs, and then sit in the muffled whiteness. What if I spend all day using my teacher ID
to visit, for free, every museum in Chicago?
I could peruse ancient artifacts at the Field Museum, make faces at the
fish at the Shedd, and sit silently and contemplatively before Monets at the
Art Institute.
I could do any of these things – and the “what if’s” are
endless. The beauty of a day off is that it gives us the chance to imagine – to
act like children again, when days off could be filled with trips to moon on a
bicycle or treks up Mt. Everest on the incline in one’s own backyard. It’s fun to fantasize, but at the end of it
all, a day is just a day – far too small to fit all the wild dreams of one eternally
grateful English teacher.
I don’t know what I’ll do with my day tomorrow – but I do
know that those twelve or so “found” hours are my oyster, and I can’t wait to
find the pearl. Here’s to free days, and
filling them with anything we dare – or just filling them with dreams.
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